26.2.09

Australia


I was back in Taiwan for more than 3 weeks.
The new but last semester also starts.
I am trying to modify the steps to fit the living temple in Taiwan.

Yesterday, I met with two friends who just came back from the working holiday program in Australia.
One of them will go back to start her second year next Tuesday.
Another friend also thinks to go back to Darwin where is a hotel willing her to go back to work.
However, in that way, she will need to sign a contract. (working visa)
Then, she would need to work there for 4 years in the same place.
If she really decides to go there, we all believe that she will live there forever.

I really think it is a huge dilemma.
The economic in Taiwan is really really bad.
She wants to take this chance earning more money in Australia.
I really don't know what kind of decision she should make.

Recently I sometimes can't fall into sleep at night.
Too many thoughts are just like rocks on my heart.
I am willing to figure out what I will do in the future.
Some friends say it is too early for me, and they said I still need to join the army for one year.
In my opinion, I disagree with that.
If I did choose something to do, I can take this one and half year working on it.
To prepare some more activities for that will be the main subject I can do now.
The question is, which kind of job will be suitable for me?
I really hope I don't need to do the decision now.
But the day will come, I will have no choice but fact it.
I signed up for the Spanish and Japanese class this semester.
I would give myself a chance to make this two language become fresh again.
(Maybe it is never so clear in my head.. a mess ?!)
What can I do?
Just keep walking!
Hope all of my friends who are in similar age, who will have a clear and peace mind to find the answer out.
pic 1: Bay of fire in Tasmania (the top 10 places you have to visit in your life - Lonely Plant)
pic 2: I am trying to dig out a parking space with my BARE hand. (in one organic farm in Tasmania)

1 comment:

Unknown said...

hey there!
I didnot notice that you are already back in Taiwan!
how is it going on? this article seems quite confused... hope you have solved it out already!
best.

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