Hug

I am not that kind of hug person, which means that I am totally not used to hug anyone.
If I did it, mostly it was trying to present 'polite.'

I changed.

I have finished my military life in Dili elementary school.
From the day I left, it is around one month.
Everytime I met kid in this period, they will hug me!
That kind hug is not as the one you think western people who hug each other.
They will surround their arms with your body, and their head will lie on your body.
Moreover, I can see their eyes were close and said to me that he/she missed me a lot!

The weight of their head on my body, and the warm from their arms are just like the remarkable image for me.
I always think of it when I was alone reading or even watching tv.

As you can imagine, millions of people asked me what I will do for the next step.
I guess people who like me just finished their obligation job will face this challenge.
I acturally start to think about it around half an year before.
But the ideal and reality has really huge gap...
I would like to do what I want to do to help aboriginal kids change their life, but the income to make me survive will be a big problem.
As a result, I can only ry to get the balance from it.
I am a research assistant for my professor in NCHU now, meanwhile I am still writing proposals to apply for the fund from organizations to support some activities I planed to help kids.

So far my family is ok with that~
For me, I can't tell~
Just do it...